Well here it is all most the end of April and I am still recovering from the loss of our mother this January. We know she gave up living after watching our brother and her son waste away from pancreatic cancer. Mom had a spot on her kidney that was cancer and she must of decided at her age it was to much to go through chemo, etc so she just let nature take its course. It was a sobering moment when I walked into the house and saw her curled up in a hospice bed, just a small shell of her former self.
I am glad I was there at the end for her holding her hand and telling her how much she is loved, that is all I could do, all any of my siblings could do as she crossed over to the other side. She knew how loved she was and peacefully joined Dad, Eric, and Tim. Some day I'll be there but it appears that God has more for me to do in my life.
I never thought I would have the opportunity to bird watch and research again since I am so handicapped but with the advances of technology I find myself having a lot of wildlife cams to watch and am amazed that I am learning new things, seeing things that make sense to me now and have made some really great friends and contacts.
I have also found myself dropped into a whole other world via Ustream and now know that it is going to be possible for me to reach out and continue my passion of educating the public on how important wildlife conservation is to our environment, our lives and the world. I see a much easier way for me to touch the lives of individuals for the future and look forward to developing my programs this summer to go live this fall in the new school year. That excites me ;)
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